if u negative as fuck and u have this negative outlook on life or u always complaining about shit, then get the fuck from around me because i work hard to stay positive and i put in a lot of effort to fight off any negative thoughts so i don’t need another person inserting any negative energy into my life!
I know my worth. I know I’m a queen and that I deserve the world and nothing less. But thinking deeper into it, it would take a lot to let someone in again. I hate that my trust in people has dwindled all because of one person. But I do have to protect myself better than I did last time. I put up with a lot in my last relationship. And I won’t put up with any of it again. It will be a while before I can open up again. It’s for the better of everyone around me. I want to be the best I can before I let anyone in. And that’s fair.